in dreams...

A dream of you and I
Living blissfully in harmony
Like a working symphony
Delivering soulful melody…

Two hearts beating as one
Minds in sweet unison
Bodies in tender conjunction
Senses in unbreakable connection…

Together you and I
Utterly happy, till eternity
But only a dream, just a dream
Why can’t it be reality?

When I wake up, you’re far away
With the one who truly owns you
Binded by a vow you can never break
My pitiful heart is at stake…

Waiting for the dusk
I lay in bed eagerly
And as my eyes rest
To our place, I fly

There, I saw you
Waiting, smiling at me
My heart then knew
It was there, where I wanted to be…

To wake, hope I never would
Just to be in your arms forever
In slumber state my heart rejoices
Cause in dreams, you are mine…

iT mAkEs sEnSe...

When you love someone, you’ll do crazy things you can’t explain. You’ll deny the truth and believe in lies; you sacrifice, give everything you’ve got and never think twice. You risk it all no matter what.

Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter…hoping that next time we may never have to let go.

True: Lucky is the man who won the first love of a woman, but luckier is the woman who wins the last love of a man.

When you find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you in your ugliest, lips that will kiss you in both instances and a heart that will love you at your worst…then you have found true love.

Someday, someone might come into your life and love you in a way you have always wanted. If your someday is today – LEARN; if tomorrow – HOPE; and if today – CHERISH…

Why do people say loving too much makes you stupid? It’s because you’ll always be wrong even if you’re right; weak even if you’re strong; you give everything without receiving; you cry and get hurt but still you say you are happy.

How would you know if you’ve fallen in love real hard? It’s when someone hurts you and you love him still, then hurts you again and find out that you love him even more…

If you feel love, don’t lose your grip on it. You’ll never know the one you let go was the one you’ve been waiting for all your life…

We can never understand joy till we feel sorrow; faith till we’re tested; peace till we’re faced with conflicts; trust till we’re betrayed; and love till it’s gone…

Sometimes no matter how secure you are in someone’s arms and no matter how tightly you hold in this person’s hands, you’ll find yourself falling…dangerously falling in love with someone else…

Raindrops...

Days would come and end
But still loneliness stays
How can a battered heart mend?
If courage and strength sways...

Should I stay or go?
I'm torned despairingly into two
Half of me wants to hold on tightly,
While the other half wants to let go...

Engulfed w/ many afflictions
Jabbed by blows of cynicism
Needful of love and affection
Gaping w/ desperation...

Staring blankly out in the horizon
Viewing raindrops descending
Envying every drop as it falls freely
Wishing my tears would have as much freedom...

A light head and a heavy heart
Truly a worse combination
Keeping my cool, I'll wait and stay
And hope that I'll be enlightened someday.

UNFORTUNATELY...u R iN-LoVe!!!

     When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.
 
     Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love. Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love.
 
     If you are much more excited for one short e- mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love. When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from thatspecial someone, you are in love.
 
    When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love. You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love. 
 

~ While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person... Goodluck to you!!! UNFORTUNATELY, U R IN-LOVE!!! ~

bAcK wHeRe U bELoNg…

 
recollecting the past,
a special love we once possess,
feelings so true and precise,
has now gone astray…

the mind can’t perceive what to do,
coz’ it always meditates on you,
restraining tears to descend,
with all my strength, it will not fall…

a desire to go back in time,
to where we used to be,
though I’ve bestowed you everything,
still, to give you more, I’m willing…

the way you smile, the taste of your kiss,
everything about you, I truly missed,
for every night that I lay in bed,
it’s always you, that wanders in my head…

it never was easy,
for me to set you free,
but we both know ours was not meant to be,
I love you so much, that’s why I’m letting you go,
I’m returning you back now,
Back where you really belong…

~bY y0uRsTrULy~

***JUL1604***

f0rGiVe Me, dEaR hEaRt...

Sulking in my lonely room,
Pitying myself for playing the fool,
Feeling so stupid to fall
Desperately and madly in love with you…

I should’ve known better,
Should’ve listened to the warnings of my instinct,
That loving a man like you,
Would only break my heart into two…

But instead, I gave in,
Surrendered to the dictates of my longing heart,
Feeling so much,
Holding nothing back, I gave my all…

Reminiscing the day we met,
Didn’t noticed you at first,
Or did I? Maybe I have but only chose to ignore you
Coz that’s what my mind told me to do…

And so the days went on,
We became so close,
You cheered me up, you made me laugh,
You’re everywhere I look, sharing a smile…

My days seemed brighter,
Just felt without thinking,
Until the day came when I realized,
That I have deeply fallen for you…

I tried to resist you,
Did everything to block your charms,
But I guess it was already too late,
My feelings were more stronger than my will …

Well, that’s where it all started…
I wish I could’ve fought the feelings…
O my heart where did you go?
I want you back, please return to me…

My heart answered back in a sorrowful state…
“I’m sorry, it’s too late now…”
Coz the day you fell in love…
You handed me to the one you’ve loved,
And now he’s my keeper, my master…”

I’m sorry, dear heart…
For I have let you down once more…
But this I promise you…
As soon as I get you back,
Never will I give you up to anybody ever again…


~bY y0uRstRuLy~

***JUN2804***

tHe FaMiLiAr s0Ng...

...
Here I am once again,
Confined within the corners of my sanctuary,
As bittersweet melodies
Fills up the silence of my lonely nook…

At first it didn’t matter,
Coz beats and tunes are all that I hear…
But as minutes goes by,
A familiar song went by…

Familiar? I ask myself why…
Clueless as I was, I listened intently
While the music flows in a sweet sorrowful melody,
Word by word, it haunted me…
Lyric by lyric, it reached inside…
Deep within the recesses of my heart…

As the song played continuously,
Rush of feelings came in which I can’t control
Few moments of self-struggle came next,
Trying to be rational while sorting out my feelings at the same time…

My only guess is that the two don’t jive,
Coz suddenly, self-control snapped…
Leaving me feeling silly and stupefied,
As emotions surges, feelings rises…

Slowly my eyes welled and I wept,
Can’t stand the burst of pain..
Can’t bear the loneliness the song brought me,
And as the melody continued, so does my weeping…

Later, though the music had ended,
Still it echoed my thoughts…
Questions roused my mind,
Querying myself why, o why did I cry…

Exhausted from shedding tears, in my bed I lay
As I hug my pillows tight, only then I realize…
All the answers I knew all along…
From the moment the song played and until it faded away…

That song was indeed familiar…
I knew it from the very core of me…
That familiar song, was my song…
Coz it had sung the bitterness and pain I always carry within my broken heart...


~bY y0uRstRuLy~


***JUN2804***

HoPiNg d HeArT nEvEr fEeLs...

“Make the most of what you do with someone ‘coz though you hope it would last forever, some things just don’t…”


“If you found a right love at the wrong time, look the other way and wait for the one meant for you…”


“To get over HIM, start seeing other people…”


“Of all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these: It might have been…"


“The pain of the mind and heart is worse than the pain of the body…”


“The heart has eyes which the brain knows nothing of…”


“Don’t hit at all if it is honorably possible to avoid hitting, but NEVER hit softly…”


“Absence diminishes little passions and increases greater ones, as wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire…”

***JUN2704***